Still Dealing With Those Blood Suckers After All This Time
by Karen Colleen Dedomenic on Tue, 02-Mar-2010 10:25 PT
Hello everone I am just writing to give u a up date on what's been going on since my last post I ended up getting 2 of my children back my 2 oldest C.R and A.R they were home with me for a good year almost but my daughter who is now 17 yrs old was having alot of trouble in school and at home she was experminting with drugs and having sex with boys sneeking them in at night after we was sleeping whitch by the way i am still not back with the dad I finally met a real sweetheart and we are getting married but not to get off the subject one night i went on a date C.R was 16 and A.R was 13 he will be 15 this may anyway he stayed at my mom's for the night with his brothers E.R and B.R they are now 8 and B.R will be 7 this month I miss them so much not much haschanged there i still don't get to see them like i was promised .Anyways I was dating this real iddiot at the time i thought he was a great guy intill i found out he was a herion addict well sopposed to be recovered me having 6 yrs clean off oppiateS I thought that maybe i could help him take him to some meetings in stuff well thats not what happened after ddhs steped in and took my daughter because they said i wasn't giving her enough suppervision i was always up her ass asking her where she was going who with when would she be back her curfue was 10 to 11 depending on whats the plan for the night and 11 to to sometimes if she qas going to a dance or something i would let her have till 12 on weekends i happened to go to a friends house this night it all hit the fan she was sopposeed to be staying at one's to i even talked to a person that said they was this gurls parents in westbrook make a long story short i come home with my date and she is there past out half naked behind my son A.R 's door remember he stayed at my mom's house for the night so anyways i woke her up to find out what was going on why wasn't she where she said she would be and why is her friends M and K in her bed I was pretty pissed off to see her like tht well come to find out the guy M had rapped her well i was gone and she was blacked out at the time K was fooling around with her first it still brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it so i told her friends to leave and the next day nothing was said i asked her what happened she said she puked so she was changing i asked her again she said no mom nothing sexual happened for some reason i didnt believe herlater the next week i found out it was true what i just told u about M and the rape not to long after tht A.R was taken to cause of problems at school they blamed them on me like everything else i take my responsibility for how i screwed up mine and there lives but i had nuttin to do with this time i was still clean intill one night my boyfriend now the recovering H addict lol had some my kids are gone i just wanted to die this was it for me i had neva tryed it so i said fuck it and i got all messed up i had neva used a rig before in my life i was always curiouse tho so i said hit me fuck it i have nuttin tht went on for a ggod 2 months he left state i went to rehab and i have been clean since last may i just thought i would let u all know tht my mom still has my babbies my son A.R is in a great foster home as for my C.R my gurl she is still having a hard time dealing with all this shit now she is 17 in one more year she will be home where she belongs they just had her at my sisters house the one and only blood sister i have but i disowned because she had an affair with my ex-husband when we was going togerther when i was 16 and since then when we was martied well long story short me and my ex are talking now he kniows i'v moved on and my sis has been physically and emotinally abusing my gurl dhhs knows they just had a meeting yesterday she told them she is not going back there i am trying to get a 2 bedroom so she can come live with me and my fiance K right now where all in a lil rtoom Sincerly Karen D soon to be Karen Roenisch love yea all don't give up keep ur head up high and just know tht ur trying to be the best u can be nobody is perfect
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