my kids, Was Also taken from DHS 2yrs ago aug 19th
by Karen Colleen Dedomenico on Fri, 13-Jun-2008 01:45 PT
HELLO MY KIDS.... MY NAME IS KAREN I AM GOING THROUGH THE SAME FUCKING SHIT PRETTY MUCH ONLY THIS IS THE SECOND TIME FOR ME THE FIRST TIME ME & MY EX HUSBAND WORKED TOGETHER GOT CLEAN STAYED CLEAN FOR 2/1/2 YRS I HAD 1 SLIP UP DURING THAT TIME BUT I LATER FOUND OUT THAT MY EX WAS BACK ON THE PIPE SOON AFTER WE GOT THE KIDS BACK WE HAD ALL 4 OF MY CHILDREN BACK IN 11 MONTHS OUR DREAMS HAD COME TRUE NOT ONLY DID WE HAVE OUR KIDS HOME WE HAD FOUND OUR DREAM HOME WELL THE CLOSEST 2 IT SEEING HE HAS BAD CREDIT WE COULD NEVER REALLY GET OUR OWN HOME AND WE HAD 2 GET AT LEASE A 4 BEDROOM IN ORDER FOR THE BOY'S 2 COME LIVE WITH US SEE WE WAS LIVING IN A 1BEDROOM THAT C.R & A.R SHARED AND A FUTON IN THE LIVING ROOM WERE WE SLEPT SO WHEN I SEEN THAT PLACE ON 12 CLINTON ST.FOR RENT I WAS DESPERATE 2 GET A BIGGER PLACE SO I COULD HAVE ALL MY KIDS THE PLACE WAS A DISASTER ME AND MY 2 OLDER CHILDREN CLEANED IT ALL UP SO IT WOULD PASS INSPECTION WITH SHALOM AND IT DID DEC 23RD 2 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS MY 4 CHILDREN WAS ALL BACK HOME WE WAS SO EXCITED AT FIRST THINGS WAS GREAT THEN SLOWLY BUT SHORTLY SHIT STARTED GOING DOWN HILL WITH MY MARRIAGE FIRST HE NEVER WANTED 2 BE HOME CAUSE ALL WE DID WAS NOTHING OR FIGHT CAUSE I GOT SICK I COULDN'T EVEN KEEP DOWN A SIP OF WATER TOWARDS THE END AT FIRST ME & THE ACCESS TEAM THOUGHT I HAD THE FLU AND DEPPRESSION THEY PUT ME ON PROZACK AND THINGS WENT FROM BAD TO WORST I STARTED 2 HALLUSINATE THAT I HAD BUGS UNDER MY SKIN SOI PUT MY SELF IN BROADWAY CROSSING AND CONVINCED THE DOC TO TAKE ME OFF PROZACK I STOPPED HALLUSINATEING BUT THE DAY I WAS SOPPOSED 2 GO HOME 2WEEKS LATER WE HAD A BIG MEETING AND DHS RECOMMENDED THT ITS NOT A GOOD IDEAR THT I GO HOME THEY PUT ME IN THE YWCA FOR WOMEN MY EX WOULD SNEAK ME OVER TO SEE THE KIDS BUT REALLY SO HE COULD GET SOME AND SO I WOULD CLEAN THE HOUSE ...ANYWAY MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT LIKE I SAID I HAD 1 SLIP WELL BY NOW D.H.S KNOWS I'M BACK AT THE HOUSE THINGS SEEM TO BE GOING OK ONLY I DIDN'T KNOW HE HAD ALREADY BEEN USING HE MADE IT SEEM LIKE WE HAVE BEEN CLEAN FOR SO LONG NOW LETS JUST HAVE ONE NIGHT OF FUN HE PROMISED IT WAS ONLY ONE TIME WELL WE DID & THE NEXT MORNING HE WAS GETTING READY TO LEAVE LIKE 2 HOURS EARLY FOR WORK AND WAS DAMMANDED I GIVE HIM OUR LAST 50$ I FOUGHT WITH HIM HE ASSULTED ME AND THEY NABBED HIM DOWN BY COMMERCIAL STREET FOR D.V MY 11 YR OLD SON WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT STUCK UP 4 ME & THERE WAS HIS BRO WHO WAS STAYING WITH US AT THE TIME AND ANOTHER DUDE UP STAIRS A FRIEND WE PARTIED WITH ALL NIGHT NOT ONE CAME WELL I WAS SCREAMING FOR HELP AND CRYING SO HE WENT TO JAIL AND THATS WHEN ALL THIS TOOK PLACE... SO THAT BRINGS US TO THE NIGHT MY DAUGHTER GOT MOLESTED AT HER FRIENDS HOUSE WELL SHE HAD KNOWN THIS FAMILY A LONG TIME AND WANTED TO HELP THE DAD WITH THE KIDS CAUSE HIS WIFE WAS GOING ITO SPRING HARBOR SHE TOLD ME THAT AFTER.. ALL I KNEW THAT NIGHT WAS SHE CALLED TO SEE IF SHE COULD STAY WITH SAM ..I WAS GOING TO SAY NO BUT I SAID YEA I GUESS I CALLED MY MOM & A FRIEND OF THE FAMILY BROTHER WHO WAS LIKE C.R'S PAPA AND THEY BOTH SAID OOH SHE WILL BE FINE SO I FELT OK I HAD THOUGHT THAT THE BAD FEELINGS I HAD WAS JUST EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING ON IN MY LIFE I WAS JUST BEING OVERLY PROTECTIVE WELL I KNEW D.H.S STILL HAD OUR CASE OPEN SO I WAS BEING VERY CAUTIOUSE I WISH I WOULD HAVE LISTENED TO MY GUT FEELING BELIEVE ME CAUSE D.H.S WAS JUST WAITING FOR ME TO FUCK UP AND THAT WAS THERE CHANCE RIGHT THERE AND THEY DIDN'T WASTE ANY TIME EITHER MY POOR BABY GETS HURT THEN RIPPED FROM HER MOTHER & FAMILY WHO HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE HER WHOLE LIFE EXCEPT FOR 9 MONTHS WHEN THEM BLOOD SUCKERS TOOK THEM THE FIRST TIME MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT WE LIVED THERE ON 12 CLINTON STREET ALMOST 2 YRS IN THAT TIME ALL THAT SHIT TOOK PLACE THE REASON WHY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG THIS TIME IS CAUSE I WAS HOMELESS FROM JULY/23RD/06 TILL THIS DEC/11TH/07 THE SAME DAY OF MY DIVORCE I MOVED IN A 2 BEDROOM APT THROUGH PORTLAND HOUSING. AND STILL TO THIS DAY D.H.S HAS NOT EVEN CAME TO LOOK AT MY HOME I CONTINUE TO GO TO COUNSELING AND GRADUATED WITH A CIRTIFICATE THAT I HAVE IN A FRAME FROM CROSSROADS FOR WOMEN I DID 8 WEEKS PARTIAL HOSPITAL 8 WEEKS I.O.P AND OVER 30 WEEKS OF 1 ON 1 COUNSERLING THEY HAD TO GIVE ME THE BOOT CAUSE MAINE CARE ONLY PAYS FOR 30 WEEKS SEE I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING THEY ASKED OF ME EXCEPT FOR MISSING 2 TEAM MEETINGS AND A COUPLE VISITS AND BEING LATE FOR COURT ONCE CAUSE I WASN'T SURE IF I HAD A CHANCE WITHOUT A LAWYER OR IF I HAD A LAWYER SEEING I HADN'T HEARD FROM HER FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS AFTER CHRISTMAS WHEN I ASKED PERMISSION TO BRING A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE TO SWEETSER FOR CHRISTMAS DAY CAUSE SHE WAS STILL LIVING AT THE SHELTER AND HAD NO WHERE TO GO SHE CAME WITH ME 2 MY MOM'S CHRISTMAS EVE 4 DINNER SO ANYWAYS IM SKIPPING ALL OVER THE PLACE CAUSE THERE IS JUST SO MUCH TO THE STORY SO I APOLIGIZE FOR IT BEING SO DAMM LONG .ANYWAY'S BACK TO THE NIGHT THIS CASE STARTED MY BOYS WAS WITH MY MOM FOR THE NIGHT ..A.R MY SON WENT TO MY SISTER'S WITH MY NEPHEW JUSTIN SO I SAID FUCK IT AND WENT TO THIS GUY'S HOUSE I KNEW & STAYED THERE THE NIGHT WHEN I CAME HOME THE NEXT DAY MY LITTLE GURL WHO WAS 13 YRS OLD AT THE TIME TOLD ME WHAT HAD HAPPENED I CALLED THE POLICE WE TALKED TO THEM FOR ABOUT 4 HOURS THEY KEPT GOING OVER & OVER WITH IT WITH HER ...I THEN TOOK MY LITTLE GURL TO THE HOSPITAL WERE WE WAS THERE TILL 4 AM ...NEXT THING I KNOW DHS IS KNOCKING AT MY DOOR AT 7:30 AM ASKING ME ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS I TOOK MY LITTLE GURL TO SPURWINK THAT DAY BECAUSE SHE HAD HEAD LICE THEY GOT ME FOR NEGLECT I ALSO HAD HER ALL SET UP WITH A WEEKLY COUNSLER TO TALK ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HER THE NEXT AFTERNOON I WAS AT MY SISTERS AND ME & MY LITTLE GURL WAS DANCING AND I WAS TELLING HER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS JUT DON'T EVER FORGET THAT I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL AND THERE WAS A KNOCK AT MY DOOR AND IT WAS KRISTEN YOUNG & AND SOME CALL GUY FROM THE DEPARTMENT ...MY LITTLE BOY ANDREW WENT FLYING OUT THE BACK WINDOW CLIMBED DOWN THE LATTER WITH MY NEPHEW JUSTIN ...HE WAS NOT GOING WITH THEM .HE LATER AT 12PM SHOWED UP AT MY MOMS AND TURNED HIMSELF IN I HAVE BEEN FUCKED WITH THROUGH THIS WHOLE CASE THIS IS THE 3RD DHS WORKER FIRST YOUNG THEN SUNA SHAW WHO KNEW ME FROM THE FIRST CASE & KNEW THAT I WAS A GOOD MOM AND ANDREW WAS VIOLENT AND OTHER THINGS THT THESE ASSHOLE DIDN'T SO ANYWAYS I WENT AND SEEN HER THIS SUMMER THAT JUST PAST BECAUSE I WAS GETTING A DIVORCE I MET A WONDERFUL GUY WELL I WAS LIVING AT THE SHELTER & I KNEW ANDREW WOULD NEVER LEAVE US ALONE IF WE STAYED IN PORTLAND SO MY LAWYER WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE AMY I SAID TO SUNA IF U PLAN ON TAKEN MY KIDS PLEASE JUST FUCKING DO IT AND GET IT OVER WITH WE CAN NOT DO THIS ANYMORE I AM GOING CRAZY WITHOUT MY KIDS AND THEY ARE GOING CRAZY WITHOUT ME AND AS GOD AS MY WISTNESS SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID KAREN NOW THAT UR GETTING A DIVORCE WE ARE DEALING WITH A WHOLE NEW DECK OF CARDS I SAID WHATS THAT MEAN SHE SAID DON'T GIVE UP U HAVE A CHANCE ON GETTING THEM BACK THEN SHE LEFT THE CASE AND MOVED ON TO SOMETHING NEW AFTER HAVING HER BABY...ANYWAYS BACK IN 2006 I FILLED OUT DIVORCE PAPERS KRISTEN YOUNG TOLD ME I DIDN'T HAVE A SHOT IN HELL ON GETTING MY KIDS BACK ON MY OWN THATS HOW I ENDED UP BACK WITH BIG ANDREW THE DAD AND TRYED 2 MAKE IT WORK I MEAN THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO THIS STORY ME & MY 2 OLDER CHILDREN COULD WRITE A BEST SELLER ..AND I AM NOT PLAYING....I HAVE ALREADY LOST MY BABIES 2 MY MOM WELL THEY CEASED REUNIFACTION MY IDEAR I HAD NO OTHER OPTION I BELIEVED BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS DEFFINITLY GOING THROUGH WITH THE DIVORCE AND THEY WAS NOT GONNNA GIVE BACK 4 CHILDREN 2 A SINGLE DISABLED MOM BUT I WAS TOLD I COULD SEE THEM 2 OR 3 TIMES A WEEK MY MOM LIVES RIGHT ACROSS THE BRIDGE AND I AM LUCKY IF I SEE THEM 1 TIME A MONTH MY SON ANDREW EVERY TIME THINGS START GOING GOOD WITH US CAUSE HE IS A SWEETSER IN SACO THEY FIND AWAY A REASON ..THEY NIT PIC AT EVERYTHING THEY TAKE OUR PHONE CALLS AWAY THEN OUR VISITS LIKE THE LAST TIME I SEEN MY SON WAS ON HIS B-DAY MAY 9TH FOR A COUPLE HOURS & HE HAD BOUGHT ME A #1 MOM NECKLACE FOR MOTHERS DAY THIS CHILD HAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST HEARTS NOT 2 GET OFF TRACK BUT IT GETS IT FROM ME &MY MOTHER I HAVE DONE THINGS FOR TOTAL STRANGERS BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD 2 HELP OTHERS IN NEED IF I CAN I JUST WISH I KNEW HOW 2 HELP MYSELF SOMETIMES U KNOW ??I Am a mess without my kids I don't sleep half the time I barley eat I know i need 2 take from cause we have a lot in common with the dad's BEING ACTIVE ADDICTS and WE ARE NOT please email me back ...i just fired my court appointed lawyer because she wasn't doing shit but sitting with her finger up her ass and she told me that she don't get payed to go 2 these team meetigs so she really don't have to go but she still does she was being a wicked bitch ihave missed 2 team meetings since this all begun and thts cause i was not well i have some major health issues right now tht need to be taken care of with surgery if u would like to call me my number is 207-332-6130 i am ready to go 2 the news with all this i have evidents against casey our dhs worker that she with held from me my little gurls mother and other dhs workers they had a hotel retreat and my little gurl now 15 had sexual intercourse with a 18yr old guy and lied 2 me and other people about knowing anything about it but my daughter is willig to go in front of a judge under oath and tell the truth that she did know all along and other things have happened to like them miss placeing my little gurls files with private info in it like her school and were she lives ect matter of fact the lady who got the files went 2 the news with them ..I think I have grounds for a dismissed case just right there never mind all the other shit like her cutting herself and trying to commit suicide 3 times since being I custody my 13 yr old son Andrew ran away 2 times was gone 9 hours one of the times nobody knew where he was cops was out looking for him he was trying to come home and I was never called about that either I am not told anything in less I call there and ask for him thats how i found out about him running away like my little girl just trying to commit suicide again ...it had been like 7 days gone bye before i was ever told about it ooh yea ye the way last Tuesday Christina was taken 2 St. Mary's hospital In Lewiston for slicing her wrist then I try 2 call her and I Can't cause i wasn't on the call list I just finally talked 2 her tonight she was so excited but asked me why haven't u called me so I didn't lie I told her the truth that I wasn't even told till u was in here 4 a week or more then I wasn't allowed to call u and I told her I am not giving up on getting u kids home were u belong honey I told her right now I am on line with u people and i need to get a really good lawyer any suggestions I have a big team meeting on Tuesday THAT I'M SCARED 2 DEATH ABOUT WITHOUT A LAWYER TO STAND Y ME AND SAY WO WAIT A MINUTE DIDN'T U ON SUCH A DATE LIE ABOUT THIS U KNOW I HAVE GUN WITH THE BULLETS IN IT NOW I JUST NEED THE LAWYER TO PULL THE TRIGGER METERPHORICALLY SPEAKING OF COURSE LOOK I AM VERY SORRY 4 WHAT UR GOING THROUGH SINSERLY KAREN DEDOMENICO WE CAN'T LET THEM GET AWAY WITH THIS ANYMORE WE ALL NEED 2 STICK TOGETHER 2 IS STRONGER THEN 1 AND THE MORE HELP WE GET THE MORE STRONGER WE GROW RIGHT
